I hardly ever have any problems falling asleep. However, tonight I lay awake in my bed wondering if all I’ve ever done in my life is running away. For once I wish I wasn’t such a coward, but how can I change something that has become almost a way of life?
I’m always worried about what people think, and the last thing I want is to hurt someone’s feelings, that’s why I’m sure tomorrow I’ll wake up and regret having even thought about it. The uncertainty of not knowing if my job will be sending away soon or not doesn’t help either, but I guess the only thing I can do for now is try to get all this out of my head and take each day as it comes.
Night, night *
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